Monday, October 1, 2018

I need you more than you need me - Appa

I need you more than you need me - Appa
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You are my source of strength , Inspiration to lead life and you are my Hero whom I always looked up to adopt most of the qualities . Just like you, I loved life and learning from the experiences.
As you always say, God is within us and we should always be happy from within and should have the ability to forget bad memories caused by situations and forgive everyone at the same time. You always refrain to argue and prove your point even with your own people because you did not want to hurt anyone. I follow these things but I have gone wrong many times, made several mistakes but always trying to correct myself each time, trying to overcome to become and get better each day.
Out of several things I remembered, As a child I remember you carried me on your shoulder to show Mysuru dasara, Jamboo savari. I remember every single sacrifice you made to give me education and let me persue my dream. Whatever my little accomplishments are today, I owe it to you and to your efforts.
After I lost my mother at my tender age of 2 yrs, you played her role as much as you can to make me comfortable. Throughout your life you sacrificied at every step for us. I am so lucky that you are my dad who stood like a rock to all the difficult situations of life and you taught us without actually teaching anything with words.
Now, there is a situation and the life has become even more challenging as you are unmovable. Throughout your life you cared for my well being and you were always thinking of my health and success in the journey of life.
Now the Roles are just reversed and its my responsibility to spend all my time to cater to your needs , I want to be with you and serve you as much as I can as I need you more than ever before .
When you suffer, cry with pain and frustration, I share the same pain and I am with you. I do not know when science and research is able to make breakthrough for the cure of this deadly disease but I promise that I will continue to work and support SSCF to help needy people treated on time. But I am very happy that we were with right hands in Sri Shankara. I would like to thank Somanna for the reference, Dr Srinath Sastry of Sri Shankara Cancer Hospital and research whom my dad and me have highest regards for the service that is being offered and many KKNC friends and well wishers from whom I draw strength and courage to hang in there and face each hour and days as it unfolds with many surprises related to cancer. I cannot thank enough to my managers at work for letting me spend all my time with my dad. When I am with you and take care of you, I feel that I am serving the ultimate.


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